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Jul. 2nd, 2007
05:45 am
i love summer.
i work a lot though.
but i finally like my job!
i just wish i lived closer to it, cause i'm always buying so much gas and having to eat in town cause i can't stand to even wait until i get home.
i might have found a babysitting job in ellsworth every once in awhile. that would be good.
i got a new car! its old news, but still. i love it and its going strong. we made its first trip to mass. this weekend. did well. i guess a tail lights out though. whatever.
i analyze too much. but sometimes i think its okay to do that. but i am so obsessive trying to see if someone has true intentions and shit. its so hard to read people these days. scary.
Apr. 22nd, 2007
10:21 am
okay. i'm on my second car in a little over two months.
i'm about to give up.
my breaks went yesterday and i hit the car in front of me and they hit the car in front of them.
my first car accident with me driving.
i'll never understand why my cars never last?
i'm not hard on them.
$$$$$$, ugh.
i'm leaving for north carolina in two days.
i'll be there little over a week. super excited, and nervous.
i've been having weird dreams about it.
works going good to waiting tables.
i make decent money for once.
Feb. 21st, 2007
Feb. 20th, 2007
09:54 am
all i wannna say is how excited i am to see madball tomorrow.
favorite band.
the flyer has crime in stereo on it, and thats my current favorite band, but its rumored they aren't playing anymore.
i don't know. wish i was going to the one in maine too, but moneys shorts, and kids piss me off so bad.
so i'll be gone for a few days. thank god.
Feb. 14th, 2007
Feb. 5th, 2007
08:23 am
its true that sometimes when things get really bad they can only get better. something good just randomly popped up in my life, but i don't know what i want to make of it. to me some things are too good to be true, and i don't want to be let down in the end. cause it hurts more. i believe in karma, but am i really that good of a person?
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contemplativeJan. 29th, 2007
Jan. 26th, 2007
04:11 pm
okay so we thought we had mice in the house cause you can hear them running around in the ceilings. the other night i woke up thinking i heard annabelle eating dog food, i thought it was weird...when i woke up i realized she was in bed with me and was totally freaked out. then the next night i was on the comp. and i heard what i thought was a dog eating again...with nothing there. spooked me. then i woke up the other night hearing it and realizing its these mice. the next morning rick was so excited cause he caught one in a box and we studied it and looked it up...cause it looked nothing like a mouse. its a field vole. well while we were looking it up online it escaped the box and totally pissed rick off. apparently these things reproduce like crazy. so we want them out.
anyways today i saw one running in and out of annabelles food caring food away. i put a oven mit on (cause apparently one bit rick and it hurt) and i caught it. it put up a fight making tons of chriping noises. i put him in a cool whip container withs some cheerios. i think when i go out tonight, i'll drive him far far away.
i can't stand to kill these cute little blind things. i even feel bad dropping him off where is soooo cold out. hes just trying to get by like everyone else.
Jan. 18th, 2007
Jan. 17th, 2007
02:38 pm
i'm so pissed off. 2nd week on the job and i can't go because the stupid car won't start. triple a came and couldn't get it started. i had to call in...but i was going to open from 8:30-10:00 and no one is even there until 10 when the store opens. so i had to call in open and apoligize for not coming. NO ONE sounded happy with me. i better be able to make it tomorrow. i hate calling in, and i'm in huge need of money right now.
i'm so pissed.
Jan. 13th, 2007
10:28 am
my life is crazy right now.
not crazy in a good way but not crazy in a bad way.
i'm in weird situations. i deal really well though.
i've just been reading a lot, and hanging out with annabelle.
they both settle me down.
Jan. 4th, 2007
12:47 am
i really want to go on a road trip this summer. i always have wanted to go on a road trip, but i mean i think i could make it work this summer. if i work full time all winter and make sure to put some money aside i will be set. but i'm going to be getting a car to make payments on, rent, and a cellphone bill on top of that. i'll need someone to watch annabelle, but i think my mom would. it would be so fun to go with a bunch of girls. i don't even know many girls, or any that get along, or many that would even do it.
i just know i want to;
go up the empire state building
grand canyon
mall of america
beaches
wax museums
shows
i don't know, i'm drawing a blank.
i'm gonna start thinking about and considering this. cause i'm going back to school fall 07 fulltime. this summers my chance.
Dec. 21st, 2006
06:25 pm
so i finally got a job at a book store cafe. they are suppose to call me today and tell me when i work...but they haven't yet and its 5:22 so that scares me. i can see them being like "do we really want to hire a girl that had pink eye, snot running down her face, and a raspy voice...NO..lets not call her."
god i hope not. i need $$$$$.
i am still so sick. party tomorrow. if i feel like this i'm not drinking.
my mom might get a siamese cat. we've had bad luck with cats ever since we lost tinkerbell who lived to be 17...she ran off..we think she ran off and died..cause thats what cats do. its cool though, my mom always wanted a siamese..and i think they're pretty.
i wish i felt better, cause i've been looking foward to christmas with family. i know i'm gonna be so moody and stupid if i feel like i'm gonna puke, and rubbing shit out of my eyes constantly.
Dec. 19th, 2006
09:15 pm
i've been so sick, and i still have pink eye and it hasn't cleared up much at all, even with meds.
i have an interview at a cafe' at 2:00 tomorrow. i hope i don't look too cracked out of it cause my eye...i really need a job.
i'm so excited for christmas! it doesn't even feel like christmas...but i'm still super stoked on seeing a bunch of my family, and dogs. i wish it would snow.
Dec. 15th, 2006
04:19 pm
i can't wait until friday. even though its a week away. cause this dude whos like 50 at ricks work is having a christmas party and invited us and annabelle. hes buy me booze, and christmas gifts. its gonna be creepy and weird...all old men and me and rick. so i can't wait.
i'm going out with staci today. shes going christmas shopping. i don't have any money, but shes coming all the way out here...like an hour away to pick me up and get me out of this place. i'm definatly siked to see her.
i might be going to my moms tomorrow, wicketts gonna bring me...i might just be there til christmas.
i've never had such a hard time finding a job...its prob. the worst time a year to try and find a job though. esp. retailish ones.
Dec. 11th, 2006
10:56 am
i went to canada this weekend to see mind eraser and breathing fire with rick. wickett ended up having to work, so it was more or less to keep rick company on the ride. we paid way too much for the grossest pizza in the world. afterwards i went home with mike, jake, and chris and we went to a bar. i paid $6 american for a beer...
on the way to the show jake, mike, and chris were strip searched at the border. we didn't get searched on the way home. thank god. i wouldn't have known what to do. i would probably refuse.
oh yea. the show. i don't really like that kind of genre. so i just stood in back, and watched. blah.
yesturday was the doldrums recording. i think it went well. i'm excited for it.
Dec. 8th, 2006
03:17 pm
home for the holidays. excited for that.
i'll be back down south hopefully towards the middle of febuary.
Oct. 28th, 2006
09:39 pm
i'm going to see night of the living dead tonight at city walk at 12:40.
why does maine suck, and never have anything cool like this.
thing are looking up. way up.
Oct. 25th, 2006
09:51 pm
shannons got a ticket, and will be here th 6th at 7:30pm. I am so overly excited.
annabelle is really sick and its making me sooo sad.
i love halloween. i don't what i want to do and what i want to get dresssed up as. i'll find something.
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